overexposure

the feeling of envy, jealousy and despair.

i'm like a over filled bath about to run over with pent up anxiety and over sensitive thoughts.

emotions shouldn't be kept inside but then again there is no one to trust anymore who wont double cross you.

...

life is like an unbeatable game that your determined to win,

a continuous struggle,

but the ending is not a reward or a sense of achievement,

its a death,

your own death,

half way through you win the loss of innocents and sense of belonging,

the ending, your final prize is the loss of your mind, sanity and general existence.