you.

i crave your touch,
your taste,
your presence
and your sanity.

all i want,
all i need,
all i dream is you.

just one look,
one touch,
one word,
can drive me insane.

you are my insanity,
my obsession,
my one weakness.

insensitive animal-f*ckers

we have human rights, freedome to do basically anything appart from what will hurt another human or aything that the law finds bad. we aren't allowed to murder, rape or just in general harm and treaten a human. for doing this you can get put away in prison for some time, depending how bad your assult was it could be years, decades or even for life. but what about animals, don'e they have rights as well?

well apparently not. the way people treat animals these days sickens me to the point of no return. us humans beat, assult, abuse, harm, and rape animals, we even use them to test products on which are for human use! certain kinds of animal abuse, such as sela clubbing, bear fighting and whale fishing are actually sports. it is disgusting, not only can the animal not defend itself well, it doesnt even have any law protecting it.so this tells us that animals have no rights to humans, this means that if a human was murdered the person who murdered the human would be locked up for a bit, wheres if this was an animal who did it they would get put down. also if a human were to kill and animal not may people would care.

before i mentioned that human rape animals. this is ture, did you know that 20% of children who have abused other children have also sexually abused animals. also what is this i hear, animals being interpreted in to porn! what in the name of... what the hech sick person would harm and animals or involv it in this activity and the most discusting thig is that people actually watch this stuff. how the heck does this turn you on!?

my next point, animal testing, we need to test things on animals to see if we can handel it even though we arent 100% alike!? HELLOOO, there are actually volenears who let themselvs get tested on, yes it cost money but atleast they know what they are getting themselfs in to unlike a harmless animals such as a mous, frog, chicken, dog, monkey and any other animals used to test on, that has no clue whats going on appart from that is scared shitless and is about to go through some serious pain just so that us humans can continue to be at the top. yep i know its for reasurch but come one! at least give them nicer "cages" and more of a sanctuary feel to their environment they will live in.
there are way to may subjects within animal cruelty, neglegants, harming the list is actually rather endless and why is this, because the little things that are done to help, well they dont get that far.

then there are thos kids who have no life and get a kick out of harming animals, may it be from bouling a live duck, kicking a cat to death or even throwing a dog of a bridge! the sick things humans do, film and then send to every one on their contact list on their phones which then gest placed on the internet and they are proud of it. the worst it seems that can happen to such an offender is getting put in jail for a while, not such a long time but then again it depends of tallented you are at killing defensless creatures, otherwise you might just have to pay a fine. or if you unluky enought and you have been treating you pet badly it might get taken away from you, oh no, what will you horass now you sick sick son of a -!

now ever wondered how your meat is made? well i dont want to put you off eating meat but this is one out of many reasons i because a vegetarian. (3years soon :D)

now think about it, you might think throwing a dog of a bridge is sick but if you knew how places like KFC, McDonalds and all the other fast food places make, breed and get their meet, well then you have reached a level of hipocrasy you'd never expected to reach. whilst your eating that "food" maybe you should just consider how this animal was killed or what sort of life it had before death, if your having KFC chicken and you knew about that chickens death depending on if you care at all about any livng creature you might be repulsed.

so bsically the poin i am trying to bring across is that animal are treated badly, we dont do much about it and the people who care are expected to live with it.

human say they are more evolved than animals but then maybe we should take a step back from the smoke and mirrors to notice that we are the real beasts and animals in the world, we are the cause for corruption, we are the cause for destruction and we are the cause for pain and suffer.

so if us humans were to treat animals with a bit more respect then the world might really become a better place.

truths and untruths

you lied to me,

and i was dumb enough to believe your every word, your every movement and you.

sleepless nights

once more i am kept up due to the insanity of worries, insecurities, thoughts and problesm bouncing around in my head. provoking me, preventing me from the unconsiousness of sleep im longing for. the one time i get to give my mind a rest and a break form the lonaticity of the world around me. why do i always end up having so many thoughts rushing through my head during the night? it drives me to the brinks of madness and beyond.
as if tossing and turning to make a feeble atempt at sleep isnt enough, i then get restless beyond belief. i cant not, not do something. sitting, lying still is not something i can do. its insane.

but with bad things some times the good follow and in this case staying up late gives me the ability to comunicate with australia. (the 9hour time difference is a serious problem that must get fixed) the aussies are on holiday, 7months! i could really do with that right now, just relaxastion and less drama. Erik sais hi and sais he misses us ish people :) (im on about Erik from aussieland) we had a long chat, several hours covering many topics. he helped me solv some of my problems and helped me get some things of my mind without even notising it.
either way, i must stop with the staying up at ludicris hours thing. it makes me look like a zombie the next day..