Project- Fake Can of Snow- Sweden

It's nearly the start of December and there is no snow in Sweden..
WHAT IS THIS!?


We need snow, we crave it!! How can you feel all Christmasy without it!?
Louise and i have been descussing how there is no snow and we really wish there was some, so now we have come to a conclusion. Use those "Fake Snow in a Can" things and paint sweden white with them. :)
Yes, completely unenvironmentally friendly, but Hey, its soon Christmas and i see NO snow!
2days left untill december and there is no snow.
This is Sweden! there should ALWAYS be snow. Also whats the point in freezing to death in the cooold ass weather when there is no snow. Its depressing. Ah well, still 2days untill the snow is late..either way i'm still feeling rather Christmassy :)

chase that feeling..no, forget it?

They are all the same, well, at least it seems it. All the ones iv had in my life are and have been the same. Cheat, use, play. It seems like one big game to them all.

"I Love You"

3words that have been a load of bullshit and lies when said to me.

Howcome when a guy has hurt me in the past he doesnt get shit for it but when i hurt one guy without meaning to, completely unintentionally i quite litually get hung, drawn and quatered!?

I officially have no self respect for myself anymore. I barely did at the start but really is it necessary to do that? Why did you even bother with me if it was all just one big lie, a lie to try make yourself feel better, a lie maybe to get her to noice you more?

I know im not perfect, but what i also know is that i deserve better than this and i have had it with the way iv been treated by guys like you.

I'm a chase that feeling

take that pain and replace that feeling..

Obsessions..

Obessions..
I have way to many, but my newst obessions are:
Backs..
nice, toned backs..

Louise has officially made my new obsession clear.
We both have a huuuge thing for nice, toned backs.
As of yesterday we saw proabably what mometarily seems like the perfect back.. aaah sigh.
Like I said, I have many obsessions, but they tend to come and go.. but this one is probably going to stay for quite a bit.



Look up "back fetish" on Urban dictionary ;)
Louise and yours truly are part of it..
http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=Back%20Fetish&defid=4384667

Procrastination.

I have been procrastinating waaay to much recently.

Its really not good, i keep saying that im gonna focus on my work and then i get destracted within seconds. Its horrid!

Iv also been constantly saying that i will do xyz later, but i fail. Sometimes its really not healthy to be so easily side tracked.

Darn my simple mindedness!

Yesterday I got some help from Rrezarta with some pictures for my Personal Project... Thank you :D

The pictures for my Peronla Project are actually also something iv been procrastinating. Rreze and i were supposed to do them last saturday...but yes, we fell alone.

the Beginning of the End

Its the next chapter,

the beginning of the end or the end of the beginning. Is there a difference? Either way, I'm starting again, moving on, living again, no matter what will go wrong.

Some things just aren't meant to be and then all you can do is step back, look at what was and continue.

Some things change, others stay the same.

So ill just keep moving until i reach a dead end..

//To write back what is wrong

We move a long.

Down...

If you can't trust the wind, who can you trust?

If you can't love sin, who can you love?

If I begin will you let me finish up?

If I fell down would you pick me up?

When I was 5years old, my mum always

told me happyness was the key to life.

When I went to school, they asked me

what i wanted to be when i grew up.

I wrote down "happy".

They told me I didn't understand the assignment,

and I told them they didn't undersand life.

Why can't You Hear Me!?

I know you listen to me when I speak,

You listen to me, there is no doubt about that.

You try to understan,
Well, at least I think you do.

You listen to me but you dont seem to hear me,

Hear me when i try to explain,

Hear me when im going insane.

You listen, you don't hear,

You think you can relate, but you have no clue.

I tell you how I feel and you dont hear me,

You dont seem to understand.

So hear me just for one second, one second, thats all im asking for...